James has had only one slip in five years.  But on any given day there could be a near miss.  He looks and acts perfectly normal.  “People look at me and presume that because I appear to be reasonably well put together, everything is fine.  They have no idea what it is like for me on the inside, how each day is an ordeal just coping with the storms of chaos in my mind.”

Into the Silent Land: A Guide to the Christian Practice of Contemplation
Martin Laird