• [I] struggle to accept compliments…despite craving them.

    Bimbo Ubermensch
    The Ocean

  • Living with such mediocrity is agonizing.

    Bimbo Ubermensch
    The Ocean

  • I felt a deep metaphysical lack. Sometimes, I still do. I definitely do. I question my existence every day.

    Bimbo Ubermensch
    The Ocean

  • That is my conviction of forty years. I am forty years old now, and you know forty years is a whole lifetime; you know it is extreme old age. To live longer than forty years is bad manners, is vulgar, immoral. Who does live beyond forty? Answer that, sincerely and honestly I will tell you who do: fools and worthless fellows.

    Notes from the Underground
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky

  • ​​Now, I am living out my life in my corner, taunting myself with the spiteful and useless consolation that an intelligent man cannot become anything seriously, and it is only the fool who becomes anything.

    Notes from the Underground
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky

  • But I am remaining in Petersburg; I am not going away from Petersburg! I am not going away because … ech! Why, it is absolutely no matter whether I am going away or not going away.

    Notes from the Underground
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky

  • “brooding on the fact that there is no one even for you to feel vindictive against, that you have not, and perhaps never will have, an object for your spite…but in spite of all these uncertainties and jugglings, still there is an ache in you, and the more you do not know, the worse the ache.

    Notes from the Underground
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky

  • Oh, tell me, who was it first announced, who was it first proclaimed, that man only does nasty things because he does not know his own interests; and that if he were enlightened, if his eyes were opened to his real normal interests, man would at once cease to do nasty things, would at once become good and noble because, being enlightened and understanding his real advantage, he would see his own advantage in the good and nothing else, and we all know that not one man can, consciously, act against his own interests, consequently, so to say, through necessity, he would begin doing good?

    Notes from the Underground
    Fyodor Dostoyevsky

  • “And if you think tough men are dangerous, wait until you see what weak men are capable of.”

    —Jordan B. Peterson, 12 Rules for Life: An Antidote to Chaos

  • “It’s not God I don’t accept. Understand this,” says Ivan. “I do not accept the world that He created, this world of God’s, and cannot agree with it.”

    The Brothers Karamazov